The Past Created My Present

As life moves forward and I am tempted to leave behind what has passed, I know that everything I went through is a part of who I am. There are days of being reminded of the hardship and the emotions attached to it and there are also moments of contentment in remembering how I chose to make it through. Some details have always felt like they are best to hide away but how does that allow me to be conscious of my existence? I can't imagine not ever relating to past lessons when faced with something new or not using the skills I hold when presented with a challenge. 

I have spent a lot of time trying methods of letting go of the past to move on but I discovered that allowing myself to review my story with all its spices brings me closer to the peace and understanding that fuels me to keep blooming.

I don't ever want to escape who I am. I am alive to get to know and be myself. Even if some memories are painful or hard to understand, I am grateful that they are a part of me and that what was wrapped up leaves me to trust that I am meant to keep growing. I am happy to continuously unwrap the gifts I hold within.