Thank You, Tommy!
Tommy the brain tumor is the companion I had for 24 years that filled my life with seizures and head trauma. Tommy came into existence for me 31 years ago when my first brain surgery made him my daily companion. Ten and a half years ago, Tommy was removed in brain surgery, where I had a hemiplegic stroke. As I sort my past and discover who I am without the seizures, I realize that Tommy has never left me. He has evolved with me and I no longer have to worry about seizures but my experience with Tommy made me into who I am today. I'd like to take a moment to share a small tribute so I can take Tommy with me into the future.
A small weighted stuffed toy that I call Tommy to imagine holding him.
Tommy,
If I had the chance to hold you and say goodbye, I wonder what you would have said. For too many years, I heard whispers of how awful you were for me but I could never believe that. For so long I believed that you were my greatest companion. You taught me to listen to myself and not be too caught up in what people said. You encouraged me to concentrate on what I wanted and helped me to understand that willpower can conquer many things but I must accept the fact that I can't control everything. The lessons I learned and the beauty I recognized with you in my life are never-ending and, until now, I was too scared to admit out loud how much I value you in my life. Realizing that you're never going to leave me and are always a part of me, I now cannot share without mentioning you every once in a while. Thank you for all you were, are and continue to be. I wouldn't be who I am today without having you in my life. Thank you, Tommy, you will always have a place with me.
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